The day is thick with an inconsolable ache,a longing unfulfilled.To see you once again, To touch your face, your hands. To lose myself in your embrace,Enjoying the musky smell of you.I immerse myself in the things of "us".Music and photographs surround mein a manic swirl.The yesterday memories,all but a fading recollection to which I cling tightly,with a death grip.I wake alone, my love,Grasping for what once was.Struggling to comprehend the lunacy of it all.Forever changed.Without you, I exist, forever changed.
My familiar haven, Where dreams are discovered and embraced.It is here, I remember precious days gone by.Envisioning myself as if time had not passed by.You and I together again, my love.Banishing the tragic tug at my heart; grateful you chose me to explore with,me to love.It is here, in my familiar haven, That I am renewed.Where breathing is easier,Clarity understood.It is here that I feel the greatest,deepest love.It is here that I find you.
Waves splash violently on the shore, the great rocks are bathed in the refreshing taste of cool waters.The glaring sunlight blinds my perspective as I struggle to seethe truth, my truth.Daring not waste the moment, of beauty that surrounds me.In misery, I struggle, to swim against the waves. Diving deep into the void, the dream embraces.Left swirling in the current,pushing in and outagainst me.The salty mist stings my nostrils.As the tide retreats its angry dance,consuming in its effort to create anew. All that was before is gone.
The day begins, again without you, love.The sun shines bright and clear.Birds sing their songsregardless of my heavy heart.The busy sounds of life insult and sting my eyes.Flowers bloom, sharing their lovely fragrance; filling my nostrils with the gift of it.The inescapable reality, that life goes on.
Sweet love of mine, in this very moment I lose myself in memory.I clearly see your eyes, bright with the excitement of our latest adventure.My hand rests firmly in yours as we savor the experience together.I find comfort in remembering you like this.The sight and smell of you plays vividly in my mind.I cling to my imagination in this bittersweet moment,as if the sad truth could be undone.You are gone from me for now, my love,but I have only to close my eyes to recall the memories of "us",stored safely in my broken heart.